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GOD AND HUMAN SUFFERING
PART II
| "Why is
light given to him that is in misery, and life to them that
are in bitterness of soul? That look for death, and it cometh
not, as they that dig for a treasure: And they rejoice exceedingly
when they have found the grave. To a man whose way
is hidden, and God hath surrounded him with
darkness?" (Job
3.20-26) |
THE SUFFERING SERVANT
Yesterday
we heard Job say,
"Why did I not die
at birth, come forth from the womb and expire?"
Your sufferings are real. They are devastating, horrific; they consume
you!
And no one understands. They do not enter the depth of your suffering.
They cannot. You are alone in it. It is a suffering like unto no other,
and none understands. You wait for it to pass, but it lingers. The broken
heart, the shattered body, day and night they torment you and give you
no rest.
Your agony
has made life senseless and, like Job, you either lament the day you
were born, or yearn for the day of your death.
Job had his tormentors who convicted him of
sin; you have yours who convict you of weakness
and self-pity. Neither understand. Perhaps they never will. Desperately
you look around, and find that there are none to deliver you: all have
fled ... and those who remain torment you.
You did not choose this suffering – despite all that you are
told by your "consolers" and detractors. As if the pain were not great
enough of itself, humiliation is heaped upon you.
You are hanging with Christ on the Cross
The world
does not understand you any more than it understood Christ.
You are told that God wills it, but He does not. You are told that it
will pass, but it does not. You are told every lie that will conceal
the scandal of the enormity of your suffering from those who see themselves
in you ... and fear it. It could be them ... and they know it.
You are an unwilling sign to the world ... and it flees you!
You cry out to God ... and even God Himself seems heedless of you; your
prayers vain orisons in a starless night.
You question Him. You question the world. You question yourself. And
in the end you question life. That you should long for an end to all
things is not, as those who do not grieve would tell you, "pathological"
– it is understandable. It is not death that you seek, but acquittal
... just as Job did:
"For then I should have lain down and been tranquil; had I slept, I
should then have been at rest with kings and counselors of the earth
who built where now there are ruins ..."
But God did not bring this upon you. You may have no inkling of what
has. Things are in motion in this world over which you have no control,
but in which you have a part.
Suffering as Redemptive
At the moment it seems ignominious. You have been nailed to the Cross
with Christ. Willingly or not, you are participating in that redemptive
suffering.
If you embrace it in Christ it becomes meaningful, even salvific.
If you do not, you must bear it no less and to no purpose.
You cannot escape it. Not now. Not yet. It is not of your choosing –
but you can choose what to do with it. You can unite your
suffering to the suffering of Christ on the Cross and make it redemptive.
Or you can suffer it alone and to no end.
Jesus Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane did not want it either. He
understands you, and you come to understand that, in the end and despite
all appearances, you are not alone.
But He
chose to take your suffering upon
Himself – for you ...
All that
remains to you right now is this: Will you now choose Christ,
as He chose you?
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